Innenfor Den Mørkt Hjerne (within the dark mind)

emotions
soft words that i whisper for you
you are the only one
the only thing i can put in my heart
i wish you could lay in my arms
i want to look in your eyes
you and me quiet in the night
like two souls seeking for each others secrets
now it´s over!!!
i fill my mouth with your blood
and it´s so cold
pale faces with empty smiles for me
i can see your heart still beating in your wide open chest
not even death is colder
oh i love all this commotion
whispers come and make me sleep
a sleep without dreams or thoughts
the nightmare of a life i just ended
a life i lived everyday
things are sadly predictable
and yet so mysterious and strange
the necropolis of innocent things to care
things are so quiet
a prelude of a tragedy
death is in within one of us
trying to break through our illusion of life
breathing divine hopes
eyes full of messiahs
we eat hopes of salvation everyday
we stay under the shadow of the cross
the sun is too much for us
it will melt our life's into nothing
It´s always the same thing every time
Fighting to stay on the top of the shit pile
but i know i am an illusion
i´ve just became the strongest weak
i dress up my nihilistic suit
just to protect my naked fragile skin
others live in happiness, my life is always sadness
i want to be big and powerful
but the road for that is hard and not well defined
everyday i imitate a person
no more things to say
i don´t know who my enemies are
but i´ve got many
i don´t know what i want
but i´m gonna reach it
i´ve got to stop
and dive myself for the very first time
now i know how to do
i´ve seen for a few seconds the road in front of me
and i know i´ve got the wheels for it
prepare yourself fuckers
i´m fighting my way through it to reach you all
and the world will repent for giving me conditions to grow
cause i´m growing to to hate you all
i´m going to the other side now
after tonight there is no turning back
only frustration or ascension
i´ll reach my beloved me
i´m walking my way....
we are the owners of sin, now...
oh, the night has no secrets for me
i pleasure my knife with you
i look outside and see a little girl
oh, and i wish i could be one too
but my blue keeps me away from you
i am something you will never be
the dying voices are behind me
oh, the red death will kiss me
and he is covered with snow
in the dark he is covered with snow
whispering in blood he is suffering too
he may cut your soul
now he is spreading his death to the world
i know the truth
and it makes me cry
i know the truth
and it makes me cry
i know
you cry with me too
look for thee
he is waiting for you
look for thee
he is the rotten apple that makes you grow
look for thee, and his dead you will have too
i know the truth and it makes me cry